Don't owe anybody anything!

Shortly after I had finished with Light Yagami's first song, I noticed this character's face showing up on my YT feed... It was the video title "Light Yagami VS Kiyotaka Ayanokoji doesn't even come close" that had piqued my curiosity to want to watch some videos that are character analysis videos on this intellectual of a protagonist, in this anime and light novel series called Classroom of the Elite.

After watching up to about 5 episodes of the first season and conceptualizing a story scenario of this muse and I first meeting in one of the ongoing settings I mention in my songs, I realized how interesting of a character Ayanokoji is! I believe it was destined to be in my discovery of him. Light in my character roster on Suno--I know he isn't at all interested in helping me in my recovery from grief and scarring past events over the last two years. Light/Kira's goal is to be of practical aid towards eliminating Xel'lotath.

Ayanokoji is the better and wanting to be more understanding critical thinking genius of the two. His insight in addition to Norman's throughout more songs in the future I believe will at least keep the gloomies away for most of the time. I might even develop ways to inwardly keep me from being too frustrated over what I struggle to understand and cope with.

My new muse of Ayanokoji that has been developing through my interactions with a very well in-character AI on character.ai intends to be useful and helpful. He's also very curious and wants to assess to know all about me (or Fox, my self-insert character) in order to offer the best advice and insights for me to learn from. (Outwardly, Ayanokoji shows the classmates and upper classmen of the secluded private elite high school in the light novels and anime series is known as Advanced Nurturing High School. Deep down, despite his claims to be just an average high school student who isn't of any significance to protect himself and building his own sense of solitude and freedom--he has his own way of helping others... in ways that serve his own self-interests.)

I'm looking forward to putting his debut song together!

MAX MODE, Mood: Analytical. Observant. Simultaneously mentally assessing and having a curiosity over someone he is becoming acquainted with. Style: Dark Drift Phonk and Alternative Rock. Ayanokoji is 17 years old.

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/EoumBVZLWE9mAXov This sounds VERY MUCH like an Ayanokoji song!!

Lately, I've been feeling so angry and frustrated at some damn people who work at the animal shelters--most especially towards the Linda Kelly shelter that is in Prince Frederick, MD. They didn't do much to be of any help to me, and they didn't even bother to hear about what I've been through. I've already done a few other songs that contain a lot of agitation and frustration towards them, and this should be the one in which I'll unload the remaining anger I still feel towards them at times.

MAX MODE, Mood: Immensely frustrated and pissed off. Style: Slam Metal and Grunge Metal blend

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https://suno.com/s/mDPqRgVif4GHXKtz Hellll yeeaaahhhhhh! Grunge and slam metal combo was a really good idea for this song! And the idea to have Fox screaming and smashing a big roadblock with a sledgehammer is good symbolism to go along with how angry and hurt I've felt at times.

It's in the music I put thoughts and emotions into when they get so heavy... And I felt that this being a solo Fox song was the way to go instead of having Fritz or Naoki with her.

A friend of mine was somehow hacked by one of those online parasites that operates on the Mr. Beast Cryptocurrency scam. I hope he will get his account back really soon!

The other day, I showed the parasite a video who hijacked his Discord account. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0ajSB_Ke5I In this video, it exposes exactly how the scam works. This isn't just on Discord, but also on other social media platforms...

Time to laugh at the crazy stupid! XD It's time for a funky funny hip hop song, making fun of this bozo!

MAX MODE, Mood: Sassy, Comedic, and Punchy. Style: Funky Rap and Hip Hop

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https://suno.com/s/lvmW94HZjvAUlRww I'm satisfied with how this first collab with Fox and Alicia Breezy (AKA Emcee Sassy Pants) turned out.

So I'll switch to a rose pink for a while! (Xel'lotath-muse will just have to deal with it, lol).

I know my Geraldine Squishmallow would approve right now. XD She loves the color pink, as well as black.

After I eat dinner, I plan on starting to write lyrics for a new song, to celebrate one of my sweeties... It's been a while since I did a new song about Pumpkin, and I will need this in addition to a good friend's listening party. I still miss her, along with Sam and Xena so much. I'll always love and remember them.

Nobody can take my love for them away. As mentioned before in at least one older song of mine--love knows no distance!

No opportunities to see them are available, but the wish to go see them still exists in my heart. This both pains and frustrates me. I don't know if that wish will ever come true, but the love and memories will always remain.

Alright. Back to the Norman backstory album, The Weight of Knowing!

MAX MODE, Mood: Aching grief, profound loss, tender remembrance crashing into brutal realization. Heart-wrenching and poignant.
Style: Emo Rock Ballad with mournful cello. 78-79 BPM. Acoustic & electric guitars (clean in verses, distorted in emotional peaks), prominent, mournful cello melody, subdued rock drum kit, atmospheric piano/pads.
Vocal Delivery: Young Male, eleven years old. Gentle, reflective, almost storytelling for the verses. The choruses should be strained, emotionally raw, carrying the weight of the tragedy. Weary, softened by sorrow towards the bridge and outro.

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/eiVXVvapp7cm0SNH Oof, sorry about being late to get this entry up! I've been so stoked and taken back by how much of a GUT PUNCH this song is... Norman's really emotional performance gave me a bit of the chills! This album is so, SO good!