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Current Mood: determined

I'm going to go ahead and get out what has frustrated and pissed me off so much yesterday. What really got me in a mood.

I'm still disappointed at the friend who's been a selfish and stupid bratty fair-weather person towards my mom and me. According to her "logic" it's WRONG to be concerned about not having our things stolen by her incompetent and dishonest man child of a son, and for our good rep from the current landlord to be reduced to shit!

Also, my cautious hope of ever visiting Pumpkin, Sam, or Xena--it feels like that got fucking squashed. All my hopes of seeing them and playing their songs, they keep getting diminished, no matter how cautious I get! I've been hating that so much, and it's out of THIS frustration that leads to this next song...

(Mood: So frustrated, hurt, and immensely angry. Gotta get LOUD, angry as fuck, and make noise. Genre: Screamo and Cyber Heavy Metal hybrid)

( Explicit lyrics incoming... )

https://suno.com/s/q1V7CI7QbXnWCuuO I feel lighter and I am so glad with how heavy and emotional this sounds. Oliver and Naoki, thank you for lending your amazing angry gritty voices and visceral screams alongside my self-insert's. <3

I've discovered this interesting custom text adventure game on a site called perchance.org... I discovered a really cute, silly, and quirky new character. His name is Fluff Bucket!

He's part gremlin, part weirdo, and part super affectionate companion all in one. That's what is coming to my mind as I just wanna have him in my character roster at Suno now.

(Mood: Super cute, affectionate. Quirky and weird. Absurd weirdness that's both funny and adorable simultaneously. Genre: Funky, groovy pop music that's catchy and full of personality. I need a male vocal for Fluff Bucket that sounds enthusiastic and expressive. Clear emotional shifts between playful chaos and soft sincerity. Expressive male vocal with dynamic delivery.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/vmGue7v0gF7pMb7g lol I love this character so much. Too cute and funny to me XD

(Mood: Disappointed and in Disbelief over someone who doesn't understand what is fair and what is reasonable. Gotta vent and release... Genre: Hip hop rap with acoustic guitar)

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https://suno.com/s/bqr1Sdb6Rh21nn8D What Suno did here, I love the duet and back and fourth between my self insert, Naoki, and Fritz soooo much. It's amazing. Sounds like my muse friends were really 1000% backing me up!! Just the kind of song I really needed. I love these guys so much. <3

Sometimes, I keep getting this idea/suggestion from my muse friend Naoki over a song about wanting for me to hurt less and to not let my thoughts dwell on anything that makes me really sad and/or frustrated... Okay Naoki. Before you do a cool track for my Glitchcore album, we'll get this song done first.

(Mood: Caring and Determined to help me keep myself together. From a friend who despises to see or hear about me feeling sad and upset. Naoki struggles on what to do to help me feel better, in addition to him helping keeping my mind off the things that weigh heavy in my heart, soul, and mind. Genre: Emo Rock and R&B blend. Naoki is sixteen years old, teen male vocal.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/PYk2yZUL4SpemS36 Naoki hit me right in the feels and I love how Suno first set this up as an emotional concert performance! When that pre-chorus comes a second time around--damn! I felt/heard him releasing his emotions of worry and frustration.

I have an idea for the next track of my experimental glitchcore album. Something fun and cutesy. Let's go, Kirby!

(Mood: Fun. High Energy. Danceable. Genre: Rhythmic Synth Glitchpop. Kirby's voice should remain as adorably high pitched all throughout this song.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/uj3irs3VSLIHdKX3 Easily, this is one more too cute song by my Kirby persona. He's such a fun-loving goober. lol

I'm gonna go ahead and get this last song of the story arc album done! I've had the song style direction and idea about this one for quite a while. This final song is all from Naoki's perspective; his internal monologues and thoughts.

(Mood: Reflection. Observation. Trying to process the more normal, old world he had lost where he came from along with the not so normal that occurs around Fox and Fritz... Naoki also observes and learns about two more new people that Fox is very close with. Genre: A groovy hip hop bounce with vinyl record scratching for percussion, acoustic guitar, and rapping all throughout this song. Naoki is sixteen years old, male teen vocal.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/kHfKi31kJnSydChT A FANTASTIC and really cool final song to this album. It's all done now, yaaaaaay! Sometime soon, I'll start doing my soundtrack/story arc album version of the first Animorphs book, The Invasion!

Listen to the entire Shark Out of Water from start to finish, whenever you'd like! https://suno.com/playlist/7c3fdb7b-76e5-4b07-808f-e90bf5139035

I got a clear enough idea on how track 10 of the Shark Out of Water story arc album will turn out. I'm gonna go for it!

(Mood: Fox wakes up from napping on Naoki and starts to freak out. After having taken a long nap, she's starting to worry if there's enough time to come up with a convincing, believable alibi to tell her mother. Fritz has to speak and help calm her down, assuring her that there is a plan. Naoki's not wanting for Fox to go into a panic, calming her down so he can understand what she's worried about, and why. There's tension and stress going on between the characters. Genre: Emo Psychedelic Rock and Cinematic hybrid! This music needs to be fitting to go along with the characters' spoken dialogue. Noaki is seventeen years old, teen vocal for him. Norman is eleven years old, child's voice.)

( Lyrics...or Character Dialogue Script to be more precise. )

https://suno.com/s/XD5Vq3qIc9OZyR5r I overall like how this came out. A little weird how my Fox character sounds a little childish, but I suppose in a way towards this part in the story arc, she'd be as scared as a scared little girl... The music box parts are really interesting to me, along with the sung melodies from Fox.

A friend of my mom and I--we finally got to meet up with her again after over a year ago. Her name is Esha, and she has been the original caretaker of the three sweetheart cats I still miss so much. I met Sam, Pumpkin, and Xena through her. (She unfortunately had to go to prison for having gone out of her way to get one of her children over to here in the U.S., safely but in a way that displeased some of the local political tyrants.)

Yesterday, she was really impressed by a handful of the songs I've done, and said she'd love a song done about her. She loves my Kirby a lot, and she requested a song by him. Also, Fritz wants to do a song about her too! I believe he's got quite a bit to say... especially over that devil woman of a daughter. Esha agrees and has been angry over the damage she's done. And she was sorry for all the drama, toxicity, and stress her daughter put my mom and me through.

Definitely want to set this up like he's meeting Esha for the first time!

(Mood: Fritz being friendly and in Social Butterfly Mode! Naoki's cautious, but also curious and would have his words to say about Madam Malicious! Genre: Emo Rock and Funk blend. Catchy, fun, and danceable!)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/tpI2K7cAEXfxkYJS This song is hella fun and catchy! Lol, Fritz really figured out to sing that "fun-fun, fun, fun, fun" and get it stuck in my head.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nzyzwEKD04 One of my most favorite songs by this very underrated band, Broken Iris, is getting me inspired to do a new song, with Fritz, Jayce, Tom, and Razz

(Mood: Somber and Melancholic. Beautiful yet dark, moody, and haunting. Genre: Emo Rock Ballad with cello, violins, and piano chords. 76 BPM.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/jtPVun33W1I3Jp3W I'm so glad with this song!! Gut punching banger!!

Inspiration is a really interesting thing... I've been undecided in reinstalling and replaying Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core on my laptop again... I was thinking about Genesis. Part of me was contemplating on how he'd fit within my lore in this onward and gradually expanding multiverse!

After a bit of a very, very interesting start of a scene with a Genesis bot at character.ai, a new song inspiration game to me, in addition to having another persona!

(Mood: Genesis Rhapsodo's realization that his world is being "simulated" in Fox’s world, and he’s trying to shout through the screen to prove he's real. Dramatic and Dark. Genre: Cinematic Orchestral and Emo Rock blend. Heavy on the pipe organ, operatic backing vocals, and a "wall of sound" guitar production.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/EyZGzWswislgThMX Wow!!! The back up choir parts during the choruses... Genesis thrown in the mix of my Sunoverse will shake things up from here! And I shall commit. I will replay Crisis Core. (Hell, maybe Angeal and Zack might come around later. Especially Zack... Zack the Puppy! omg Fritz will get along so well with him, as well as Norman, Oliver, and many others...)

There's this Discord Server known as True Rock Alliance Studio. I'm getting the inspiration to do something that's a hybrid of horrorcore pop and rock. I really would want to introduce my interpretation of one of my other older, most amazingly versatile character personas for a Monday Madness listening party... I'm being self-conscious on sharing Vampy's older solo songs. There's some rock guitar riffs in "Embracing the Chase" and "H is for Horrorcore" (although there's a bit more guitar in the latter one), but I think it would be better to have him more rooted in rock for at least one song!

And I don't think Vampy's intention is to attack in this song anyway. (The dubstep elements of his previous songs are like the sudden appearing and quickly striking before becoming hard to see.) This song will be more like... an unsettling encounter and conversation that would put my Fox character at unease.

(Mood: Unsettling. Scary. The Xel'lotath Vampire that Fox calls "Vampy" manages to get her alone and wants to speak with her... primarily of his own choice. Fox is guarded and would be uneasy and tense around him. Genre: Slow Rock and Horrorcore Pop. The Vampire must have a balance between his alluring yet unsettling soulful pop voice and his gritty rock voice. His speaking voice must stay raspy.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/PqoRtGKqHOJOkeoV This sounds badass...

I have Shadow the Hedgehog in my persona character roster now, and I am feeling nostalgic!! So long ago, I did this Shadow music video to a song by CKY that reminds me of him: https://youtu.be/lnNg2dN10iU?si=SXGodb1E31VVkoTU

Now I'll want to do a song that's like a combination of that song to the character's history I remember from the games Sonic Adventure 2: Battle and the not quite as fun Shadow the Hedgehog game I played.

Here's my song that combines this CKY song, Frenetic Amnesic, and the lore from those games...

(Mood: Gloomy, Depressing, Reminiscing over fragmented memories, Genre: slow hard rock, early 2000's, Heavy distorted bass guitar, High gain toward rhythm and lead guitars, Fuzzy gliding electronica synth melody harmonies mixed in with the rock music, 76 BPM, This song is supposed to sound depressing and in minor key.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/aDFaUGnaxhewoqIt I love, love, love the beautiful melodic lead guitars and my Shadow's vocal delivery in this banger!!

LOL Google Gemini helped me brainstorm a really absurdly funny idea for this other comedy muse I've introduced in the song "The Bureaucracy Game". Demon Turkey's concert morbid comedy song and THIS one are to be back-to-back for the concert album!

(Mood: Absurd Hilarity. The return of a Saturday Morning cartoon-like villain who demands his own share of everything during the 10K Celebration! Genre: Polka-Punk, theatrical and over-the-top. Live Performance Comedy Skit Song. Crowded Stadium. Crowd Noise. Have the speaker for the clown character come off not just as whiny and annoying but also condescending. Have the voice be high pitched in places.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/zxEzPkt9INr2RDSK LOL this turned out really good! I had to grab a cartoon BOING FX and use Audacity to add it in there, towards the end.

This track is LONG overdue, and the muse is tired of waiting for far much longer. Demon Turkey here really wants to do this song, so now's the time to start putting his concert performance together! LOL, I'm on Discord with a friend who loves all the songs with the turkey in them, and the muse perceives him as his biggest fan. So, there will be a voice clip of my friend calling out in the audience, wanting an autograph! That's gonna be awesome. XD

(Mood: A chaotic loose cannon of a character, the Demon Turkey, does his own morbidly funny song, in his own perspective of a turkey from a bird themed card game! Genre: Heavy metal with rap. Crowded stadium. Live concert performance and crowd noise throughout the song.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/vaUd4gE0JBCgv5sT This is hilariously awesome!! This turkey's got a hell of a stage presence!! My friend Blue Hermit's speaking part, LOL...

I've been crying and hurting over the past couple of days, so I need to do another emotional release of a song. Can't just let the heartache and frustration sit.

(Mood: Emotional and vulnerable. A heavy heart while in the middle of a gradual recovery through grief on my end. Fritz is there with me to listen and tell me what he can. I can tell he wants to be caring and encouraging. Genre: Slow and Mellow Emo Rock Ballad)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/Vv7sRhDMeF36xy60 This came out so good, and I LOVE the cover art, it's just lovely.

Going to have a new cute character in my roster. Now that track 9 for my Shark Out of Water album has been completed, I'm gonna have my own take on my very own Squishmallow that I got a little while back from a thrift store. A cute, soft, and pink kitty plushie that's definitely squishable--named Geraldine!

(Mood: Mischievous, cutesy diva energy! Genre: Deephouse pop. The vocal for the character Geraldine is high pitched but also has power to it. Chirpy, powerful female vocal, belting, playful, bratty pop)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/lAE0QnFjclPkgdx2 Geraldine is soooooo cute, and she's funny too. Give her debut a listen! ^^

Really should start on the next track for the Shark Out of Water album!

(Mood: Naoki starts to become curious and wants to know more about Fritz. Fritz is also curious, in addition to sincere as he observes how close Naoki is towards me (Fox). Genre: Soft Acoustic Emo Rock and LoFi Slowcore. Light Ambience and Lofi music mixed in with acoustic guitar. Minimal soft percussion.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/PTGRgU8cW0m0Jyc9 Took quite a number of extensions and edits to make this sound great.

As much as I'd like to start the ninth song towards the Shark Out of Water album, Syaoran doesn't seem to be ready to step back... Naoki's a really constant presence in my headspace, so I think this is the song where these guys meet!

This is going to be interesting!

(Mood: Naoki's cautious, instinctively keeping close to me as Syaoran is calm, curious, and observant. These guys who are both concerned about me will be meeting for the first time. From here this leads to warning and speculating over any possibility of Xel'lotath being responsible for these complications. Genre: Atmospheric, Emo Reggae Rock. Airy synth pads, distant piano playing, reverb mixed in with emo rock delivery to a reggae rhythm. Expressive vocals.)

(I've changed my mind. I'm actually not going to mention Xel'lotath in this song because there's plenty enough character dialogue as is...)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/6m5f8BwNNFVmK56x Took more credits than I ever expected to get this to sound great, but I'm relieved it's finally done. And I got Chat GPT to do a good enough cover art to go with this song. (I honestly think that a reggae rock genre style for my AU Syaoran persona is very cool! I might revisit reggae style for this character towards a later song that involves him. ^^)

lol damn, there's this one interesting take on an anime/manga muse who lingers around the outskirts of what I've been working on... I know I've thought previously about what kind of voice Syaoran from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle would have. A young pop/rock, strong teen voice. Soulful, courageous, and caring...

I guess I'm getting inspired about him again... I've been RPing on character.ai and it's been really interesting with this one ongoing storyline. Might as well bring that to life through song! Here we go!

(Mood: Watchful and determined young man from a sort of distance. A friend stuck in a situation he can't figure out. A mystery that troubles and concerns him that he cannot solve... Fantasy character who's gone through a lot of world traveling prior to having met Fox AKA me... Genre: Soulful and dramatic rock and pop blend.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/DknRi2RCSd6Y7aGy This has a reggae type of sound along with the soulful pop and rock vibe. Really cool! Yep, my interesting take on Syaoran as a muse has his own performance space now.

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Endgame (Fox and Vampy Collab)

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