"Reality"

[no_apologies]

Circumstances so difficult.
Hope is barely there. Fragile.
A merciless monsoon
A heavy weight that's come too soon

Despair's come to crash over me
A heavy wave. I don't want to drown
The heaviest of sorrow it embodies
I beg, I don't want to drown!

Reality is painful
Reality is brutal
Reality is painful
So painful

Reality is painful
Reality is brutal
Reality is painful
So painful

An outcome I've been praying so much for
It seems so far from coming true
I'm trying, struggling to be mindful
Will the future be less cruel?

Despair's come to crash over me
A heavy wave. I don't want to drown
The heaviest of sorrow it embodies
I plead, I don't want to drown!

Reality is painful
Reality is brutal
Reality is painful
So painful

Reality is painful
Reality is brutal
Reality is painful
So painful

My wishes and hopes
They are well meant
They are realistic

I question why
I swear, I did nothing wrong
I question why
As I spill sadness in this song

I question why
Is my love not enough?
I question why
Why is this so tough?

Despair trying to push me down
I don't want to drown!
Despair trying to crush me now
I don't want to drown!

Reality is painful
Reality is brutal
Reality is painful
So painful

Reality is painful
Reality is brutal
Reality is painful
So painful

https://suno.com/s/egC76ZpZ3vVaz9hO <-I went on Suno and made a pop song out of this.