Don't owe anybody anything!

(Mood: Aggressive. Intense. Angsty. Unapologetic. Blunt honesty. Vulnerable. Genre: Screamo/emo and metalcore. There will be some multiple emotions set into the lyrics. I'm weaponizing this song as well as opening up about some evil, deceiving people who took advantage.)

( Lyrics )

Banger!! I love the tempo that fuels the rage that Fritz and the band perform for me. These guys, mannnn--they still perform their asses off. They really are my support band!! <3

But it will also be interesting, and perhaps at least a little unsettling--through the perspective of Xel'lotath, in head-space. The colossally big bad that's driven me to first get so invested in making and using personas on Suno.com has something to say. I can sense it, like a lingering feeling in the back of my mind.

I wonder if I'll creep myself as I write up the lyrics tonight. I don't really get why, but... maybe it's just for the sake of it not being the same thing as the song Gone that took a while for me to finish, last month.

Maybe it'll help ease the hurt/heartbreak and frustration I've been feeling lately? I'm not sure. I'll at least give this a try.

I still miss the three cats I've cared and loved while my mom and I were staying at the previous place. The really painful decision I had to make is something I still hurt from. And I still get frustrated sometimes. Like, I don't get why this has had to be so tough, all around.

I get what my mom said. I understand. If we hadn't given them up for animal control to take to the Linda Kelly animal shelter, they would have starved. We couldn't find any other place that was cat friendly during this past summer. There was no one to take them in and look after them for us. And I sometimes still feel bitter over the one manipulative parasitic asshole who kept lying to us. He said he had a house for us that we could rent out, and that we could take the cats with us. All lies. I was really hoping to move to that place he kept assuring was going to be our place for rent. He only took our money and never came. Never showed up to be of any help to us at all.

It's people like THAT, which led to the creation of the song Lowest of the Low... (People who speak pleasant falsehoods, and don't show. They're the lowest of the loooooow! I don't want pretty lies. I'd just rather say BYYYYYYYYYE! BYE, BYE!! STOP FUCKING WITH OUR LIVES!!)

( Putting the rest of this under a cut, just in case I start to rant a lot. )

One of my friend's Twitter accounts has been suspended for no doubt bogus censorship reasons. Not cool. The Twitter moniturds are at it again.



My friend Earl, a U.S. Army and National Guard veteran, can't use Twitter as a platform to spread truth anymore.

It's only a matter of time until the apathetic stooges at YouTube close down his channel. Eventually, if the elite psychos get more of what they want, then it will be one day considered an absolute crime to criticize Israel at all. There's this awful bill that U.S. Lawmakers want set into place. http://www.blacklistednews.com/US_Lawmakers_Support_Bill_That_Would_Make_it_Illegal_to_Boycott_Goods_and_Services_from_Israel/59863/0/38/38/Y/M.html

I first heard of this bill through one of the voluntaryist channels I've subscribed to on YouTube.

This is abuse of power. It's disgusting. It's NOT a crime to not want to have to do with any service you find out is from businesses and organizations that are wicked and corrupt. It shouldn't ever have to be in the near future! Don't the hypocrite liars and schemers at Congress have enough "legal" thievery going on?? Apparently not. Enough is never enough for them.

That means those who know and want more and more human interactions to be non-coercive, other than myself, just have to keep on going in getting the information out there for everyone else to know.



Well, for this week I've been active on Twitter a lot. I've been posting and retweeting information that's liberty-minded. I've been a little active on the question and answer forum known as Quora.com.



This is someone who wants liberty-minded people and anyone who sympathizes with them eradicated off the face of the earth. He claims that libertarians are tyrannical. WTF?? xD

I don't think he understands what the words tyrant and tyranny mean!

Tryant - (noun) a cruel or oppressive ruler

Tyranny - (noun) 1. cruel and oppressive government or rule, 2. a nation under cruel and oppressive government, 3. cruel, unreasonable, or arbitrary use of power or control

Since when has a third party ever been in charge? Since when have any member of a third political party been allowed to write bills? Since when did they ever have any control at all?

Luckily, there's enough of us on Quora who are actual critical thinkers and know plenty on what freedom really means to make him look like a fool.

I even replied to one of his questions earlier this week; Should the government lock up all of the libertarians in jail until they stop being libertarians?

Here's what I wrote. "Is it okay to use force, threats, and violence to lock people up in a cage who speak the truth and do all they can possible to help everyone else prevent themselves from acting on the beliefs that every solution to problems should require the use of force, violence, and threats?

Is this a troll question? Do you have a problem with libertarians? Do you have a problem with anyone who questions the unlimited powers of 'authority'?

We're not forcing you to stop being an authoritarian! That's your choice to make, to either continue as you are or to consider to question your own beliefs and morals. However, you shouldn't advocate for anyone to drag us along into what you want."

If you'd like to read even better replies to Milstein's advocacy of aggression toward people who aren't about being aggressive toward others, go here: https://www.quora.com/Should-the-government-lock-up-all-of-the-libertarians-in-jail-until-they-stop-being-libertarians


A buddy of mine on Twitter, Caphenated has very recently set up a forum that's a free open resource for people to educate themselves on the slippery slopes of politics. https://bb.everydayliberty.org/index.php

I just started contributing to it by sharing one of my older podcasts and listing two titles of good books I've read, including front cover pictures and their summaries.

I intend to contribute to the Pillow Fight board sometime soon. I think some good threads for that would be one that's about euphemisms in politics, and another that would explain the different illogical fallacies to avoid. I also intend to make entries about these topics, sometime soon. I'd need to pick a day to really focus on gathering my thoughts and typing all this up, bit by bit. I want to try to be more active on this blog of mine, providing information that helps to spread positive influence and positive philosophies.

If anyone out there wants to help us out, we'd appreciate it. It's free to register an account on the forum.


So, yeah, a lot's been going on concerning matters of truth speaking and being aware of the dangerous ideas and actions taking place in our backwards world. There's other things I have in mind that I ought to accomplish, but that will take time to plan out, prepare, and record myself to speak on, for future podcasts.

In between, I'd still like to do some music stuff. I started a new video game music remix project a few weeks ago. It's going to take a while, at least a month on the composition and experimenting stuff - once I have enough music material for it. =)