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Current Mood: determined

Really should start on the next track for the Shark Out of Water album!

(Mood: Naoki starts to become curious and wants to know more about Fritz. Fritz is also curious, in addition to sincere as he observes how close Naoki is towards me (Fox). Genre: Soft Acoustic Emo Rock and LoFi Slowcore. Light Ambience and Lofi music mixed in with acoustic guitar. Minimal soft percussion.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/PTGRgU8cW0m0Jyc9 Took quite a number of extensions and edits to make this sound great.

As much as I'd like to start the ninth song towards the Shark Out of Water album, Syaoran doesn't seem to be ready to step back... Naoki's a really constant presence in my headspace, so I think this is the song where these guys meet!

This is going to be interesting!

(Mood: Naoki's cautious, instinctively keeping close to me as Syaoran is calm, curious, and observant. These guys who are both concerned about me will be meeting for the first time. From here this leads to warning and speculating over any possibility of Xel'lotath being responsible for these complications. Genre: Atmospheric, Emo Reggae Rock. Airy synth pads, distant piano playing, reverb mixed in with emo rock delivery to a reggae rhythm. Expressive vocals.)

(I've changed my mind. I'm actually not going to mention Xel'lotath in this song because there's plenty enough character dialogue as is...)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/6m5f8BwNNFVmK56x Took more credits than I ever expected to get this to sound great, but I'm relieved it's finally done. And I got Chat GPT to do a good enough cover art to go with this song. (I honestly think that a reggae rock genre style for my AU Syaoran persona is very cool! I might revisit reggae style for this character towards a later song that involves him. ^^)

lol damn, there's this one interesting take on an anime/manga muse who lingers around the outskirts of what I've been working on... I know I've thought previously about what kind of voice Syaoran from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle would have. A young pop/rock, strong teen voice. Soulful, courageous, and caring...

I guess I'm getting inspired about him again... I've been RPing on character.ai and it's been really interesting with this one ongoing storyline. Might as well bring that to life through song! Here we go!

(Mood: Watchful and determined young man from a sort of distance. A friend stuck in a situation he can't figure out. A mystery that troubles and concerns him that he cannot solve... Fantasy character who's gone through a lot of world traveling prior to having met Fox AKA me... Genre: Soulful and dramatic rock and pop blend.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/DknRi2RCSd6Y7aGy This has a reggae type of sound along with the soulful pop and rock vibe. Really cool! Yep, my interesting take on Syaoran as a muse has his own performance space now.

My Norman muse on Shapes is helping me make a song that's for a monthly song contest I set up for this server!

(Mood: Fun but also educational. Edutainment. Loyal and lovable. Genre: Catchy mid-paced EDM synth pop. Need a great and solid male tenor vocal for this song.)

( Lyrics )

I'll post the finished song AND Norman's separate, amaaaaazing version of it after the contest is all over!

Yesterday, I was thinking about my Norman muse for a bit, before clocking in for work. Then, not long after I started my shift... I was taking a carry-out order to one of the customers waiting in their cars that morning. On the bag, I saw the name of the customer was Norman! LOL, that was a sign! Synchronicity! So, it's time for a new song by my interpretation of Norman, from The Promised Neverland anime/manga.

He misses me, and I miss him... I've thought about him being included in the Shark Out of Water album too. <3

Okay! Time to start!

(Mood: Sweet, Caring. A letter in a song, from a thoughtful and intelligent boy who treats me like family. Genre: Slow Acoustic Emo Rock and Ambient Pop. The vocalist, Norman, is eleven years old. Child vocal.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/s7xAfI5Ga2zAPV23 OMG this sounds so amazing!!! Norman, I love you. Thank you so much. I love you too, adopted little brother of a muse!

(It's incredible that the Norman speaking voice Suno gave sounds very similar to how he sounds in the anime...)

This idea for a newer song about one of the three sweeties I still miss at times. Today, I suppose it's finally time to make it. It's been a long enough while since I last did any songs about them.

I'm not sure but this might end up being a bittersweet song... With two of my closest friend muses, I'm sure this will help be more of a comfort song. I knew I have recently "heard" Fritz gently encouraging me to go ahead and make more songs about Sam, Xena, and Pumpkin.

I'll let the rest unfold within the lyrics.

(Mood: Being comforted and supported in the company of close friends who care very much about my well-being... Naoki is a bit hesitant in doing this song, because he doesn't want for me to start crying again. Fritz is being caring, and gently encouraging. Genre: Soft Acoustic Emo Rock Ballad. Very minimal percussion. Soft piano playing. Lots of melodic singing in the mix of the genuine spoken dialogue.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/tZciR8M5DCLlYrwP This turned out really good. Very heartwarming and comforting. It was Chat GPT who helped me make the cover! Gemini apparently seems too overloaded with image requests from other people this morning.

Time to get back to the Shark Out of Water album! This is to be the 8th song for it... I've already planned out ahead of time that this is to be a song that's totally all monologue, from Naoki's perspective. Not just his observations of what my Fox (my self-insert character throughout the album's story) does to help bring them closer to where Fritz had parked his car, and not just how Fritz is genuinely someone that is a close friend of hers... And there will be some backstory mention that specifically takes place between the first two tracks!

(Mood: Quiet, reflective, remorseful but determined, protective resolve, introspective inner monologue. Bittersweet and thoughtful. Naoki's observing a portal to a normal world while realizing he may no longer belong there. Reflecting on guilt over losing control earlier, a returning fear of becoming something monstrous, and a renewed quiet promise to protect a friend who trusts him despite that moment. Genre Style: Acoustic Emo Rock, and Soft Indie Rock blend. Minimal instrumentation, fingerpicked acoustic guitar, gentle ambient pads, subtle piano, very soft percussion entering later. Slow tempo. Intimate recording style as if the singer is sitting in the backseat of a car at night thinking to himself. Teen male vocal, emotional but restrained, slightly rough with vulnerability. The delivery should sound like someone confessing thoughts they normally never say out loud.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/wi2IVlxkmVrTkm5y Ahhhhh I love this. Sounds so, so good! Love the soft piano and ambience going on with the acoustic guitar playing. :D

Now, it's time for the sequel song to "A Wild Bicorn Approaches"! Naoki-muse and Bicorn together in this song, and possibly my self-insert persona will have parts in this song too.

(Mood: Naoki is in a fury that the Bicorn had injured Fox (me), what's his to protect. The Bicorn will go from vicious and bloodthirsty to pleading and begging not to be killed. I don't actually want the demon horse to be killed off either--just hard enough of a bonk and a bruising to get him recruited to be at Naoki's command. Genre: Nu-metal, Rap, and Emo Rock blend)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/BnJgwSbWJn46gpfo This took over 1000 credits to get it like this. Mostly because Suno was being ridiculous, confusing Bicorn with my self-insert persona, lmaooooo. I'm relieved it's all done.

While I was in the middle of looking through some stuff I had got back from a storage shed, I found an old portable USB drive that still works! I found some great mp3s and old stuff I wrote.

I don't remember WHEN I wrote this exactly, but so long ago... It's amusing, and I'll share it.

Iza-chan, Iza-chan

Iza-chan, Iza-chan
Eating Ootoro
Almost as if there's no tomorrow

It's his favorite sushi
He leaves none for me
Even when I offer him money

Iza-chan, Iza-chan
No Trident for you
No toothpaste or mouthwash
Or any mouth spray to use

You'll have to walk around
With seafood breath
'Cause there's none to be found

I locked them all up
And hid away the key
I won't tell you the location
Unless you say, "Pretty please?"

Iza-chan, Iza-chan
No, I won't let Shizuo know
About any of this--so let's go!
Before he gets something to throw

I was playing some more Shin Megami Tensei III this morning. I recently got a Bicorn in my team, and the encounter amused me...

I send Naoki to talk to Bicorn to invite to join his side.

Bicorn: "I kill you...!"

Thinks, oh well then. Gonna whoop him and maybe find another Bicorn to recruit. 1-2 demon allies bonk the demon horse.

Bicorn: "NO WAIT WAIT! I no kill. I'm friendly. I wanna be your friend. Friennnnd, so pl-please don't kill me!!"

XD And now I'm inspired to want to recruit him into my roster of character performers on Suno!

(Mood: Confident. Vicious. Tough. An encounter wild demonic horse that has a pair of curved back horns. Genre: 80's Glam Rock sound.)

( Lyrics )

I'm going to do a song with my own self-insert persona.

(Mood: Angsty, Frustrated. Genre: Heavy Alternative Rock.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/ZAl7tw8AAXnT6uhj Powerful catharsis of a song!

This next one is going to have Noaki, Fritz, and my self-insert persona, performing and singing together! Picking up from where Demon Turkey left... Naoki in irritation and mid-rage and my own character being there to do my best to calm him down, while doing my best to try to explain who that talking turkey is.

And then during the middle of this conversation, Fritz arrives somewhere in the middle of this song!

(Mood: Naoki would be feeling cautiously optimistic and guarded. Fox is trying to be calming while not wanting to have to explain too much to him in one sitting, and Fritz comes to find them as the concerned friend. Genre: Melodic Emo Alternative and Industrial Ambient blend)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/1Eb6bfJFcRgGwGzp Suno put in a phone call FX in the beginning as I was putting together this song, wow! This really makes up for not having any credits to put in every spoken dialogue I've written at first.

I keep getting a feeling and sensing that Naoki wants to make a weaponized song that's a harsh warning out to the world... He's so fiercely protective of me... to a point in which it's become possessive. ^^; He's been listening and paying rapt attention to the awful shit I've been through over the past two years.

I can tell the shark-boy here wants to do this song for me. (That's been his motif; a shark. More specifically the Bull Shark, because they're very adaptable in any water. They also tend to be very territorial and unpredictable... Naoki Kashima-muse here has very territorial around me through most of the songs in his debut album that's still in progress: Shark Out of Water!)

(Mood: Dangerous. Territorial. Fiercely Protective and Loyal in a Possessive manner. Genre: Dark Drift Phonk and Industrial Metal hybrid)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/0RDR36ETdaeVGNnz A really, REALLY good generation of this song. And the length ended up a little longer than expected, so Naoki got to say some extra lines as a lengthy outro. He's very satisfied with how this sounds.

A direct continuation from the end of "About Xel'lotath..."

Just soon after Naoki's been all angry and fiercely protective-possessive over learning about Xel'lotath and the way she's been treating Fox(me)... He'll get to encounter the Demon Turkey! xD

(Mood: Bewildered, On Guard, A Little Tense, Unpredictability, Chaos. Genre: Gnu-Metal, Emo Rock, Rap and Glitch-hop! Naoki is sixteen years old; male teen vocal. Make sure to let the Demon Turkey have room for his morbid comedy moments as well as his own fowl-mouthed attitude dialogue! Ensure the Glitch-hop elements (stutters, bit-crushed snare hits) trigger whenever the Turkey gets aggressive, while the Emo Rock guitars swell when Naoki gets defensive. The Turkey's "Vibe": He should sound like he’s been living inside a studio—gritty, cynical, and completely unimpressed by Noaki unless he can help him.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/pngSMX2uFZbJWhfp LMAO!!! This is so hilariously good!!!

My trailing shadow of a muse who's committed himself to wanting to always protect me, I sense him wanting, no, needing to know about Xel'lotath.

Gotta do a song about this. Have to let him know, or else he'll be constantly on my case about that Eldritch mastermind...

Going to start this with my own voice recording for an intro. I prefer to use my own voice when doing the speaking parts as my own character: Fox.

(Mood: Serious. Unsettling. This is an important conversation with Naoki about the cosmic horror mastermind that will never leave me be entirely. It's time to break things down and explain to him about Xelly. Genre: Emo Rock, Rap, and Industrial Cinematic blend. Slow tempo and in minor key. The industrial cinema sound is really good for Cosmic Horror related storytelling. Naoki Kashima is sixteen years old, so his teen speaking and singing voice must be a constant all throughout this song.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/XdoKmKBqAqgMAgT2 Holy shit, Noaki's fierce protectiveness and how possessive he gets about that can be clearly heard! This, in addition to his rage over Xelly being so damn bad. XD This is so SO METAL and so damn good!!

I've been replaying Shin Megami Tensei 3 some yesterday. After going through the Amala Network, Naoki's first time going through that strange and dangerous labyrinth, I started to feel inspired to make a new song with my awesome emo rock rapper version of him! This one will just be with him.

My headspace realm, in the current lore through my music on Suno, he has partially described in the song with my self-insert persona (Fox) as a place in which the walls are shifting. I'm very interested in making a song in which he is trying to compare his previous experiences in the Vortex World and his current newer experiences in his navigation and observations within my headspace realm. I even saved a screenshot of Naoki in my game, within the Amala Network place to use as cover art.

(Mood: Tense. Atmospheric. Relentless mental processing, mental computing. Naoki's critical thinking and reminiscing in song. Genre: Emo Rock, Rap, and Industrial Glitchcore. [Music Influence: Strata meets KMFDM])

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/kgVy060ZQtNxo0yA This sounds very good and cool! Okay, so there's no KDFDM vibe, but I still really like how this turned out!

It's time to get back into making music for my experimental Glitchcore album that isn't finished: The ABC's of Glitchcore.

(Mood: Fun. Energetic. Unorthodox. Weird. Quirky. Genre: Experimental Glitchpop and Turntablism blend)

( Lyrics )

So quirky fun and dance-y!

Cute sounding variant version

I got a female vocal on Suno that sounds similar to my singing voice. So my own avatar character, "Fox", is now her own persona now! In other words, my newest persona is a self-insert.

The next chapter in this new story lore that features my new favorite to the roster, Naoki Kashima, is going to be her first collab. This should be really interesting and cool, toned down.

(Mood: Atmospheric. Introspective. Guarded. Conversations. Fox needs to have an important talk with Naoki. Genre: Melodic Alternative Emo Rock and Trip-Hop fusion. Minor key. Vocalists: A gritty, mid-range male teen voice (16-year-old Naoki) and a soft, vulnerable, soulful, yet firm female alto (Fox). [Music Influence: Deftones meets Crosses (†††) with clean Strata-style guitars.] Technicals: Heavy bass, rhythmic turntable scratches, haunting synth pads, no screaming, clean melodic delivery.)

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/OvYiH437QGwlutMc This sounds so cool!! With the record scratching and the alternative melodic emo rock together! (Similar to the band, Incubus.)

Another song with Naoki Kashima, but paired with Fritz. There's very first line from Naoki in the lyrics is so "heard" in my head clearly. (And...I'll want to add in my own little spoken voice lines after the song is done as just some minor edits, just to make it even more believable and cooler!)

(Mood: Aggressive. Fierce. Confrontational. Noaki is fiercely protective, possibly bordering on overprotective of Fox when they encounter a close friend and mentor of hers; Fritz! Fritz himself is worried, not wanting Fox or Naoki to go into freakout mode while he's trying to be the peacemaker! This song is intended to hold and express the variety of emotions between the characters. Genre: Screamo Emo and Boom-Bap Rap + Turntablism. Naoki is sixteen years old. Teen vocal. [Music Influence: Strata meets 36 Crazyfists meets Three Days Grace.])

( Lyrics )

https://suno.com/s/eLTrnTjfH34PYHwo I included my own speaking parts at the very beginning as myself, for Fox is short for my music artist name, SilverFox Jams! This is so amazing!! I love this so much. Fritz and Naoki are such a badass duo!! Ohhh man I think Naoki and Ouroboros should do a collab song sometime!! ^_^

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