Better

[no_apologies]

I'm going to do a song with my own self-insert persona.

(Mood: Angsty, Frustrated. Genre: Heavy Alternative Rock.)

[Intro, brief instrumental]

[Verse 1]
Old hopes flushed far down the shitter.
Won't bother going in the sewer.
Heavy thoughts, they come and go.
The tears in my eyes that won't slow.
The worst part of grief has passed,
But there's still hurt I cannot mask.
Not feeling okay today,
"Hanging in there," I won't say.

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm here, still healing...
Painful past, I'm not accepting...

[Chorus]
I deserve better!
Better!!!
Want it all better!
Better!!!
Waiting for it to be,
Better!!!
Betterrrrrrrr!!!

[Verse 2]
Don't know how closure will come.
Double heartache still not all gone.
The three sweet cats I still miss.
Not something a miracle could fix.
I can't forgive dishonest silence.
I won't tolerate incompetence.
I've felt betrayed and offended.
I've felt powerless and broken.

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm still existing, breathing...
Sadness and anger I'm still feeling...

[Chorus]
I deserve better!
Better!!!
Want it all better!
Better!!!
Waiting for it to be,
Better!!!
Better!!!
Betterrrrrrrrrrr!!!
I deserve better!
Better!!!
it all better!
Better!!!
Waiting for to be
Better,
Better,
Betterrrrrrrrrrr!!!

[Bridge]
Sometimes, I still feel painnnnnn...
Sometimes, I feel the rainnnnnn...
Sometimes, I feel the strainnnnnn...
Unanswered questions in my brain!!

[Chorus]
I deserve better!
Better!!!
Want it all better!
Better!!!
Waiting for it to be,
Better!!!
Better!!!
Betterrrrrrrrrrr!!!
rr!!!
I deserve better!
Better!!!
Want it all better!
Better!!!
for it to be
Better,
Better,
Betterrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

[Outro]
Need it all to be,
Betterrrrrrrrr!!!
Need
Need it all to be,
Betterrrrrrrrr!!!
I need, need, need, need
Betterrrrrrrrr!!!

https://suno.com/s/ZAl7tw8AAXnT6uhj Powerful catharsis of a song!