Tibi credidi, et cor meum fregisti. (I trusted you, and you broke my heart.)

[no_apologies]

(Mood: Vulnerable. Angry and Unapologetic. Intense. Justified Anger. Genre: Screamo with strings and backup choir ensemble. [Music Influence: Evanescence])

[Intro, Ensemble Choir in Latin]
(Ubi es?) Ubi es?
(Ubi es?)
(Non iam silentium...)

[Verse 1] [FRITZ]
IN HERE!!!
In here!!
I'm the judge!!
I am jury!!
The accuser!!
PROSECUTOR!!!

This weight!!
Inside!!
My chest!!
Reappears!!
It lingers...

The pain!!
Struggle,
Heartache,
It's so real.
How I feeeeeel--!!

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Exhibit A!
That morning, THAT DAY!!!
Separation,
Situation,
Painful decisionnnnnnn!!!

Never wanted it!
I never wanted it!
Had to pick the,
Lesser of two tragedies...!!

[Chorus]
The last minute miracles that saved us from despair,
The roofs over our heads, the food that fed us there.
But NOW in this SILENCE, where are the words you spoke?
Hope that you gave, and then promises you BROKE!!!

[spoken, screamed out]
"You left me to cryyyy!!!"
"Left me to demand whyyyy!!!"
(Non accipio)
"You've scarred me so deep!!"
"Many prayers you didn't keep!!"

[sung]
(Why did you leave?)
You knew, I needed yooooooou!
(Why did you do this to meeee?)

I said, pleeeease no more!
No more letdowns!
No more disappointments!
No more pain!
You did little to NOTHING!!!

THAT UPSETS MEEEEEEE!!!

[Verse 2] [OLIVER]
I prayed,
Believed,
Trusted,
You'd answer.

Each night,
I'd ask,
Please help,
Keep them safe,
Togetherrrrr...!

The hope,
Clung to,
SHATTERED!!!

Now it's all gone.
What went wronnnng?!?

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Exhibit B!!
Pain existing in meeee!!!
Silence, the letdown,
The GRIEF!!!
Unclear communication!
Dishonest, dishonorable!
If you're testing my faith,
I'm testing your loyalty.
I'd call that fair. Don't you think?

[spoken]
"You remind me of what an ex-boyfriend did..."
"When he took romantic interest in someone else, and hadn't told me..."
"The lack of communication back then, so deeply upsetting."

[Chorus]
The last minute miracles that saved us from despair,
The roofs over our heads, the food that fed us there.
But now in this silence, where are the words you spoke?
Hope that you gave, and then promises you broke!!!

[spoken, screamed out]
"You left me to cryyyy!!!"
"Left me to demand whyyyy!!!"
"You've scarred me so deep!!"
"Many prayers you didn't keep!!"

[sung]
(Why did you leave?)
You knew, I needed yooooooou!
(Why did you do this to meee?)

I said, pleeeease noooo more!
No more letdowns!
No more disappointments!
No more pain!!
You did little to nothing!!!

That upsets meeeee!!!

[instrumental]

[Bridge, spoken] [FRITZ]
"I remember the looks in those sweet cats' eyes... That heartbreaking goodbye... I believed this to be temporary..."
"How I wanted so much for it to be that way... I felt so sure you'd help. Their little hearts and trust... I couldn't keep my promise to them. How could you let that happen? To me... To them..."
"Now, I'm here to pick up the pieces..."

"CRUSHED!!! Those hopes!!! SQUASHED!!!"

[Chorus]
(Why did you leave?)
You knew, I needed yoooou!
(Why did you do this to meeeee?)

I said, pleeeease noooo more!
No more letdowns!
No more disappointments!
No more pain!!!
You did little to nothinnnng--!!!

[Outro]
I don't accept!!!
I deserve better!!!
So much better than this...!!

I'm healing without your help!
This is for me and myself....!

I don't know how I'm going to forgive.
I DON'T KNOWWWWWWWWWW!!!

[spoken]
"This is different, because it's you."
"Take a look at this fucking wound..."

[sung]
I did nothing wrong...
My love is more than enough...!

MY LOVE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!

(God! God! God! God!)

GOD!!!

GOD!!!

[spoken]
"I'm not up for praying to you as much."
"This strain I feel..."

https://suno.com/s/EwIoSdABOVaAw3pd Yeah, this is a really intense, heavy, and emotional song. There are days in which I've angry talked at God. Huh... I just realized that I forgot to put my angry, angry scream at the beginning of this song--but that's fine. I love the bit of Latin choir parts in the intro.